Karisa Ohler/Vollan [NYNM]

**Karisa** · Fri Jan 20, 2023 9:28 am

Epithet :

Megami

Guild :

Blue Pegasus

Jewels :

30,542,500

Rank :

S-rank

Race :

Ōtsutsuki

Experience :

750,000

Reputation :

54,600

Class :

Hunter

Magic :

Loki, the God of Mischief

Strength :

421

Speed :

6

Constitution :

181

Endurance :

1

Intelligence :

31

Mana :

2700

Weapon :

Head :

Body :

Ring :

Companion :

Raijin's Puppet: Offline

Pouch :

TAL-RASHA'S AGEING KEY ↂ, Eternal Bond [Partner:Dae-Seong]

General

Name: Karisa Ohler (Real Last Name: Vollan)

Age: February 6th, X772

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Bisexual

Ethnicity, Father: Icebergian; Human

Ethnicity, Mother: Icebergian; Skaði

Class: Hunter

Race: Demi/God

Rank: Z-rank

Guild: Blue Pegasus

Tattoo: Interior Lower lip - Emerald Green

Face: Mei - Overwatch

Appearance

Height: 5'3

Weight: 215lbs

Hair: Brown

Eyes: Brown

Overall: Kari stands at a regular human height and is more on the plus size portion for body type. Her portions for the most part are in the right places such as her thighs, assets and chest, but is pudgy and soft. Due to the constant weight loss and gains repetitively, she has developed some stretch marks among different locations. On her left wrist, one could see cuts, one specifically being very noticeable due to her past. She enjoys wearing blue and white, but also wears other colors that sound good to wear at the time. Her eyes are large almonds as they shine bright, filled with hope and love. Her size doesn't slow her down as she enjoys exercising but can't lose the weight no matter how hard she tries without losing the enjoyment of life. She doesn't compare to her half-sister, but she tries her best to stand beside her.

Extra: Upper Back tattoo

Personality

Personality:

Karisa is loving, despite her random callous nature due to her persona to hide how she really feels, she cares and loves people and animals. It's true enough though that she loves animals more than people since she feels that animals can feel how you're feeling. Sometimes she tends to love too much and ends up getting hurt. Due to this happening multiple times, she developed a wall that can be hard to break down. Even with all this, she has her fear of being shown physical affection.

Her emotions are like a wheel that keeps spinning and she can't help but express them. When she feels happy, it disappears soon after. As Love for a friend or person exists, the love for them double as she'll become reliant to it and put her whole heart into it. When she feels sad, she becomes distant and yearns for attention, but unsure how to approach people. Anger becomes two times fold of a normal person, becoming a monster in her own way. Karisa talks to herself in a manner of even responding to herself, answering her own questions. She can't hold onto how she feels as her emotions will automatically express themselves.

She always questions her actions, questions people when it comes to their motives, thoughts about her and others as well. The woman thinks constantly about everything around her as she feels suffocated around large crowds of people and feels anxious being alone with a single person hoping she doesn't make the wrong move, say the wrong things and wonders if she should do or say anything at all. Because of this, she tends to have a hard time making friends.

For a long amount of time, Karisa randomly goes into a mode that she calls 'Survival Mode'. When she feels threatened she'll receive adrenaline and become a part of her that does whatever she needs to to survive. She does not fear death, but she feels depending on the way she may die, she needs to take care of the problem. If she needs food, she'll steal. If Karisa needs to kill someone, she will without a second thought. Her inner core will feel a heat of rage as she'll destroy anything and one who threatens her in her point of view. Rather it's something simple to others, it doesn't matter.

Karisa doesn't have a good memory as she can be told something and within a few minutes or seconds, she'll forget about it. Little pieces of her past do come up in her mind here and then, but only certain ones stayed with her forever, including certain traumatic experiences. She won't remember birthdays, events and sometimes people depending on how long it has been. Sadly, even common knowledge and things she has learned will be forgotten. Not matter how hard she tries.

Due to the constant change of her surroundings, she developed a trait of being able to change how she talks and acts depending on the people she hangs around with. Her mentality has forgotten who the real her is as due to the traumatic past, as well as being bullied and constantly trying to be friends with people, it gave up and tries its' hardest to adjust to the traits of those she hangs out with.

She can feel very sloth and very unmotivated to do something productive. Some call its depression, and some call its plain ass lazy. When she has the desires and lust for someone or something, she will feel the muse to try to do something about or for it. She is open to questions as long as she feels like she can make a friend out of you, but if the trust is destroyed, she'll destroy you in the most innocent yet venomous way.

She enjoys writing in books, making stories about things she wished she had in reality. During so or even without, she loves listening to music wherever she goes. It keeps her sane as much as something can. Walks on the ocean or through the streets while listening to music is enjoyable to her, or drinking and enjoying the tasty foods that make her feel happy. Sometimes, even naps will do.

Likes:

Food: Food is comforting, and it makes her feel satisfied, even if it's for a split moment. There are just so many kinds of foods.
Music: Music keeps her calm or at least more mentally stable. It lets her daydream her life away, escape reality when it's against her.

Dislikes:

Lying: People tend to lie about stupid things and sometimes bigger things, both are annoying, and she feels like they might as well just tell her, mostly if it has to do with her. If it's not about her or life-threatening to anyone, then she won't care too much.
Mocking: She hates when people make fun of the way she talks, writes and mocks her innocent mistakes.

Motivations:

Peace: She wishes to feel peace of not only herself, but with her life. She wants to make friends, find people that will care for her like she'd care for them. Wants to feel accomplished with love, financially and not have a repeat of her traumatic past.

Fears:

Haphephobia: Due to her past, she fears of being touched by strangers, family and friends. Even a sudden movement that is inches away, she fears what may happen if it impacts and the motives behind it. It gets to the point that even affection is feared and she would rather kill herself than let (mainly male) to get inches close to her. [Can be Ignored by; Inner Rage]
Katsaridaphobia: Due to experience and the fact they never die, she fears roaches like the French with the plague. They crawl wherever they want, they multiple and they disgust her.

Statistics

Strength: 23

Speed: 1

Constitution: 501

Endurance: 158

Intelligence: 501

Magic

Magic Name: Loki, the God of Mischief

Magic Element: Arcane

Magic Enhancement: -

Magic Description: Loki

History

History: Karisa remembers zero percent of her Demi-god life as it was erased from not only her own memory, but from those that were a part of her reasonings of being sent off. In her human life in Earth land, Karisa was raised by a mother, father and four siblings. The family she saw as her own, abused her throughout the years, mentally, emotionally, physically and the unspeakable. Due to these things, she developed into a young woman who has problems with her emotions, therefore, lacked in making friends. Her parents have sent her away to facilities to be experimented on with medications in hopes that it could cure her mental illnesses that was caused by them. Her sister despised her, and threatened her occasionally, her brother bullied her vocally and sometimes physically, and her other brother sometimes tried, but due to him disliking his own family, he drifted off to his own life. She made a good friend on the way through hardships and a few good things. As soon as she reached eighteen, she left as soon as she could, preferring to sell her soul to others than to live in that life. She tried relationships in which ended up failing, leaving her alone once more.

Throughout her whole life she has daydreamed of a person, dreamed about one who has always been there occasionally as if they really were apart of her life. It wasn't till she hit nineteen that the voice became her magic, a man named Loki. Why would a god waste his time with her throughout her whole life? Even if it was a fragment. It made life easier to get through as she could pretend she grew up with someone that enjoyed being around her. It was not till she found a guild that she felt like she could hide and attend, that she was 'found'. Yet to meet the actual people of that guild, she watches and keeps to herself, preserving the memories she has left to remember and daydreaming her life away.

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