She shed no tears and fought her sleep for the last scraps of effort she could muster on any day. She tore into these afternoons and nights like the gristle of meat, stringy and bloody down her protesting jaw, and she supped into the last of it was gone beneath her teeth. She gnashed, and she clawed, and she fought on, pocketing every coin and allotting only enough for herself to get by on clearance foodstuff. The season's heat was the worst of it - if she could soldier through it under her heavy coat, smoldering near but not all the way to ash, she'd make it home with what they needed.
A fare was pricey from here to Iceberg, and there had to be enough to last her parents through their winter as long as it took for her to get back to work overseas. She could stay around her home, of course, but that wasn't a real option: it would be another mouth to feed with her father's resources, and the Romanovs couldn't bear the stench of the Marchesa on her long enough. It was... easier this way. More sentimental of her, but easier to be apart.
So she couldn't complain. There would be no rest for the wicked.