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Sitting there on a glazed dark wooden bench, she relaxed. Her mind on the other hand wasn't relaxing like one would think after battling against what she believed was evil. She thought of what the man said, what their goals were intended to do and what they accomplished. The leader or who was believed to be a leader let go of the slaves and harmed to commoner - so was she, herself a bad guy? Her heart was beating as she clenched her fist, slamming it once against the bench. ''Am I a bad guy?! Was I doing this all wrong all along?'' she wondered and shook her head. ''I just didn't know better is all... Right? If I knew.... if I knew they had slaves and the such I would've probably been on the other side.'' she whispered to herself with a sorrowful expression on her face.  She remembered the last people she saw, the last battle she was in. What a flashback it was at the ending...

~Her eyes of golden suns gazed at them all as she moved away from the walls that were there. She stayed silent as she saw a woman with some giant-like magic - not the race like her past friend Jeeroy. She  missed him so and then came a man and a woman who she was curious about. Arisa studied like she did best and with a close look she gazed at the man who's invisible spell broke off. He had shady brown hair and a calm featured face when passed out.

She wasn't far away from the woman with black hair and peacefully Arisa watched her like some typical guardian angel. 'I'm quite curious about you...' she thought angelic-like and sighed. Her head tilted up as she looked at the sky. 'Was defending the Royals truly the best choice?' she thought as she tried to think of what that guy said, the one she helped fight before coming here. ''Perhaps we will meet again...'' she did speak to the woman of black hair. Maybe the man could've heard her right then and there, but for now it was just towards her. With that, Arisa flew off since she didn't want her appearance to distract.~

That was the last she will see them most likely. The only guy who was suspicious was of course the brooding one that wanted to take the enemies body. A tear fell from her right eye as she gazed forward at nothingness. She felt lost and perhaps a little different than she was. It was as if she was drifting away mentally. 'Oh Ari... what have I done.' she heard a voice that seemed distant. Her golden pupiless eyes gazed towards left and then right to end up seeing nothing. ''It was nothing....'' she spoke to herself and enjoyed the nice feeling air, clean fresh air smell and seeing no more battles for now.

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Her head nodded off as her eyes closed like some person falling asleep. Her lovely eyes gazed no where besides the darkness that falls from her eyelids and the small light that tries to creep into the small space. She moves a little, gets comfortable while her hands clench the bench. ''Why am I here? Truly... I feel although I belong else where...'' she spoke her native tongue that escape her full beautiful lips.

Her hands clenched the bench tighter with frustration till she heard a familiar voice. It spoke to her. Who? She did... Alisa did. ''Eh..?'' she spoke dumbfounded and then opened her bright eyes of golden to end up looking up towards her. She looked the same as ever while she always ended up different herself. ''Alisa ...'' she drifted off that name with a pause and then spoke once more after a couple of seconds. ''Good morning... yes.'' she spoke and looked away, left and right as if she was questioning things silently. She nodded off again as her eyes wandered in different directions as if not knowing what to really look for. She felt confused, but Arisa looked up at Alisa once more.

''So what are you up to?'' she asked in her soft low tone of hers'. ''Is it time to eat?'' she spoke, feeling a swirling pain in her stomach making her hands squeeze the mid-point of her stomach and lean back against the bench. 'You're hungry... Perhaps you should have a taste.' spoke a husky female voice in her head. 'No..' she thought. ''Just shut up...'' she whispered quietly filled with hatred. Her eyes squinted and lazily got up with gravity and force with a push of her hands. Her arms next dangled loosely as she felt tired, hungry and angry... ''Let us go eat.'' she spoke sweetly with a sheepish smile.

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Her eyes of golden suns gazed and wandered around the area. There were many people walking about and acting as if a war never happened. Her facial expression was continuously sheepishly. Her right hand slid right to the left side of her forehead. 'Ugh, such a headache...' she thought as she slanted her eyes, gazing downward at the ground. Her skin felt oily and it disgusted her. The sun made things worse due to the heat that was creating oily sweat, sliding alongside her cheek and onto her medium sized chest. Her best friend spoke to her as she was in her own mind, asking who she was talking to. ''Huh?'' she shook out of it somewhat, still in some sloth-like fashion, but straight postured.

She turned straight towards Alisa and tilted her head with a smile. ''Oh no one... just myself.'' she spoke and started to walk to some place to go eat. ''Where shall we go to go eat for today?'' she wondered. Her stomach, her mouth and teeth... they all felt hungry for something that was not allowed, flesh. Why was she hungry for it? Was that why she had that dream or vision when her and Baron ate those toxic candies? She remembered eating that woman's neck as she was alive, but she really didn't do that did she? Her stomach kept growling and her head was hurting with intense pain. ''You uh... pick where we go this time, yea?'' she questioned while using her left hand to rub her eyeball since it itched at that moment. Her hands then left to dangle against her sides while her wide hips motioned left and right.

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She continued to walk with her friend, Alisa. Rather or not this was going to go well or good enough, she went along with it. Arisa trusted Alisa so she was going to just go along with whatever. 'You sure you know what you're doing with your life, child?'. She was questioned by some voice that didn't even tell her their name. She couldn't tell if it was a male's voice or female's voice as it was quite unisex. She ignored the voice and looked at the companion of her best friend's, Lumen. Quite an interesting name it was, but it didn't matter much as it was time to eat - before she ate something/someone she would later regret eating. 'Give in... Give in to the hungry that is boiling within.' another voice spoke that was quite a husky yet alluring tone from a woman.

Her stomach growled, she gulped slowly as her golden eyes gazed back at Alisa who then grabbed her hand since her mind didn't process what Lumen and Alisa said earlier. She was being quite daft for those who didn't know her, but this was a serious issue to those that knew her problems. ''Al-alright...'' she spoke softly while unknowningly speaking. Following the leader she was, as they went to find a cafe table. The area had stripped wallpaper of black and white - quite an eyesore to her with paintings of cute pictures of valleys, houses and animals. The people were wearing regular suits as the women wore dresses of maids. 'Quite ordinary. Disgusting.' thought the dark toned woman in her mind. ''I suppose...'' she whispered back to the voice in her head. She kept a steady pace with Alisa as they found their seat, finally sitting by a window in the far corner of the cafe. The seats were stools which were awful, even if the cushion was comfortable. She had to have a seat with a back to it for her back to lean and rest.

''This is quite alright...'' she spoke as her attention was towards Alisa and gave a genuine smile. Her head turned as the waiter bowed, gave them the menu of food and spoke. ''What shall you ladies have for drinks on this fine day?'' he gazed at them both with his squinting-like eyes of brown with the glint of green in them. His hair was silky black and he was quite tall - about as tall as she was if not a couple inches taller. Her face blushed and then coughed, looking away. ''I... I will have urm...'' she spoke in her accent in which made the guy open his eyes a little more as if he noticed something. He looked away and waited for them to give the order. Arisa on the other hand looked at her menu and saw what she wanted. ''I'll have strawberry fizzpop, please.'' she spoke shyly and kept her gaze away from him. After Alisa gave out her order for drinks, he left. Arisa felt quite awkward and she didn't even know why.

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The man that was the waiter seemed interesting. Something about him was familiar. Her eyes cornered to watch him corner his eyes at her - they saw each other gazing at another. No, this wasn't a sight of affection as it was more of a 'I think I know you' kind of look. Arisa didn't want to eat at this moment as her stomach wanted flesh, not human food unless one meant the literal term of 'human' food. She looked and heard Alisa make a joke of asking if he was her type, making her jump a little and blush. Her hand caressed against her own cheek on the left side as her head turned to look away from Alisa. ''N-no! It's just I believe he's from my Country is all...Quite rare.'' she started to speak, rumbling off. ''Plus, the man I have now is my type.'' she spoke more as she then thought of his appearance. They did look familiar from another, but they were two different people for sure as some features were different.

''A lot of things seem to be going wrong with me now-a-days... I'm afraid.'' she spoke coldly, but softly with a frown on her beautiful lips and turned to face Alisa once more. The glass was sat down, but by a waitress instead. 'Did that waiter leave or did he not want to serve them now?' she wondered. She nodded to the woman and took her drink to obviously drink up. It tasted nice, refreshing and she could feel the carbs hitting her body. A deep sigh escaped her lips and closed her eyes almost all the way. ''I'm not sure what to do with myself anymore. I know I'm not human, but all the same, I feel indifferent...'' she spoke quietly to not alarm people around her. ''Also... '' she started again and looked at Alisa. ''How have you been? We fought that man and than we got separated. I had to help some Rune Knights defeat another...'' she spoke and put down her drink.

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She thought of the guy who didn't come back and honestly it made her miss Noel even more. Her eyes slanted while her mirror eyes just looked at her drink. The pink swish and waved like a pink ocean within the large margarita glass. Slowly she leaned her head downward, departed her lips to take a drink from the straw that sucked up the fluid of bubbly goodness. Her mind went forward while her body and time itself was in slow motion. She remembered being in darkness, fearing it, but yet she was with someone who was all about it. She licked her lips slowly to moisture them and then looked forward at Alisa. Her hair was black as ever, eyes red... She never changed since they first met yet here she was, changing so many times.

She was an experiment, an invention. There was nothing wrong with that as she didn't want pity. That was fiction of course as she didn't know for sure. She nodded as she snapped out of it and heard Alisa talk about how it was time to go, to go do their mission. So many things to do, so many missions they have done in the past. When was it ever going to end? There was never an ending for her. 'Ugh.' she thought and shook her head. She walked out without saying anything as her head started to hurt more. '' Excuse me...'' she spoke as she went passed people without looking at them. Her hand was against her temple by her left hand. The heat that was coming from her head was intense.

'I'll just wait out here.' she thought as she felt like going crazy. ''What am I?'' she questioned in a soft whisper. She waited outside, leaned against the building's wall. Something was eating her, the light felt too bright, but shouldn't she be used to it? 'No... Leave me alone.' she thought and swayed back and forth with her body as she stood still and leaned.

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Outside she waited for Alisa while thinking like always. Her golden eyes of mirrors gazed downward towards the ground while her rump was against the wall of the building they were just in. Her arms on the other hand were crossed against her medium sized chest. One foot was on the building with the knee outward while the other stood straight, keeping her balance. The time felt like forever, but simply it was only a minute or two. When Alisa came out, she heard Arisa talking to herself. Of course she responded towards it which made her too respond back. ''Perhaps...'' was all she said. Her stomach was hungry, but for now she tended to hold the want to eat.

Yawning and stretching, she motioned her body forward to stand up then straight and tall. Her blonde medium hair was flowing in its own heavenly way while she walked with her dear best friend who could pass as her sister when it came to feels. Truthfully, even if Yasuki was her half sister by blood, Alisa was more of a sister than anyone who would appear as family. They went forward and ignored all that was in their way till they met eyes-to-eyes with the client. She looked familiar for some reason, but she couldn't put her tongue on the facts nor answers. She just followed Alisa, waited for Alisa to explain to her and Arisa would do what needed to be done. Once they chatted with the client, it was pretty much explained that they needed to watch some merchandise or stuff within stuff that is. It didn't matter as long as they got paid, right? ''Let's go then.'' she just simply spoke, ignoring the client in a calming manner. Her hands reached and rested against the back of her own head, strands of hair through her soft nimble fingers. Finally, Arisa waited and followed the 'leader'.

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Arisa continued to follow Alisa like some game of 'follow the leader'. Alisa didn't mind and neither she did right now. A lot was on her mind like friendship, romance and her own past. She was secretly planning out a vacation to find out where she was really from. It was a mystery. She knew of the language of Sin, but did that really mean she was from there? There was a possibility she was from some other Country. So much has happened and truthfully out of her past experience, she could've forgotten where she came from. She remembered the scenes, the boat, but not the name of it. It had to be real, right? This wasn't just some trick or memory magic type of ordeal that was happening... She at least hoped so.

Arisa saw the thing they were going to watch and decided to hop on. Her bum sat on the wooden plank of the back of the cart to look about. Her job was to make sure it got to its ideal place safely and while doing so she would think and talk to Alisa about things that were off subject compared to what she was thinking. There were many Countries, but which one was she from? She looked at the dirt being kicked back by the wheel, rubble from the crumbled earth that was probably falling apart slowly yet in a way, effectively. She was glad the hair was fine, not too cold nor too hot. 'What am I going to do...? What will I tell Noel?... About them.' she thought and turned her head to look at alisa real quick. 'What will I tell her?' she thought and looked back towards her position. Where were the bad guys? She wondered such things as it was silent between Alisa and Arisa. Out of no where they heard a brief sound of someone speaking to whomever to stop. Arisa didn't know who since she didn't see from the front - only the back. ''Is everything okay in the front?'' she wondered and cornered her eyes towards the back.

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Arisa felt like things were going to happen, but she didn't know what. Her golden eyes gazed forward in which was backwards when it came to direction of where people were sitting. She listened to the music of it being soundless. Truly it wasn't really soundless since the bristles of the tree leaves and the wind could be heard. She thought of the nature magic she used to have and how grand it was to be so close to nature. She wasn't close to nature anymore now... she was weak to it instead. It was quite sad to have a huge relationship with nature to end up having nature be your death/weakness.

Arisa thought of teh nature she saw in the past. Beautiful red thorn flowers and so forth. She slid off the cart once it stopped to walk towards the front of it. 'What is going on?' she wondered while getting closer to see Alisa stand there. She seemed to be talking to them or just having a staring contest. Once Arisa got there it was explained on what was happening and was told that they were to deliver whatever to the client themselves. Simply, Arisa sighed and nodded with agreement. They both got what they needed and started to walk. It didn't feel too far to the point of destination in which they needed to reach. Once they got there and delivered the merchandise they were thanked and rewarded. Finally, ARisa and Alisa left together to do some other things.

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